Sometimes I get overwhelmed
Can't find my place
Sometimes I can't hold steady
To paste a smile on my face
So I laugh instead
And you look at me
Like I'm crazy
I just laugh instead
While you tell me
There's no place for me
Sometimes I can't see ahead
Don't know my own
Sometimes I just feel that
My chances are all blown
So I laugh instead
And you look at me
Like I'm crazy
I just laugh instead
While you tell me
There's no place for me
And I'm messed up inside
And I feel hurt and pride
And I just want to hide
So I can cry
Without you calling me
Crazy.
12 comments:
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The mask we have to wear! YOu aren't crazy, i really identify with this post and I'm not crazy (well the last time i looked anyway). May your false laughter soon turn to real laughter and may you have no need to hide. Thinking of u.
Dreamer, you are crazy AWESOME. Better than the other kinds of crazies; everyone has to have some kind in them.
(sorry, I'm not good at the teary part...will you keep me anyway?)
bad4shidduchim - thanks
smile - amen.
BM - aaawww.....
the scream is by edvard munch. and no, i don't think this is the orginal...
have to think about keeping you...
It's so good to be able to laugh, even if you don't feel like it...
And whoever calls you crazy is just plain wrong. You are so real and beautiful and alive and maybe hurting very much sometimes, but why is that crazy?
But I understand you...I still struggle with this a lot, too...
(((hugs)))
I can so identify! My natural reaction is always to laugh or smile when really sometimes I should be crying. I go through this at home all the time when my family asks me why I am laughing or smiling..they always think I have something up my sleeve, when it is just me trying to be happy. Keep smiling. You don't sound crazy at all!
Sometimes in life, we have to laugh or else we'll cry. But of course, people will think we're crazy either way.
You're not crazy at all. You're one of sanest, strongest people I know.
If ur crazy..what am I?
oh and btw I love that Munch painting..
CP - im almost always laughing...
and i can be crazy at times, but not in the way i was told i am...
:(
halfshared - i should hope i dont sound crazy...
scraps - aawwwww...
david - senile.
:P
You may be right, I may be crazy. But it just may be a lunatic you're looking for.
If this is you when ure crazy, Id like to see you when ure insane.
(((((dreamer)))))
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