Going... going... gone!

Hey everyone!
If you're still out there...

I know I haven't been a regular for the past year and a half, and I'm afraid it ain't getting any better. I'm going to have to give up writing and commenting on blogs for now.
I'll still be around though, lurking in the shadows. And I am available via e-mail. And for those of you who know me, via the telephone.
I just can't afford to have my name out there on the web anymore.
It's been wonderful, though. And I'm still reading all your stuff!
:)

Good Enough?

I call you every morning
And we chat for a short while
But then you start questioning
Turning down my smile

And you ask me if I'll ever
Have some good news to tell
And I gently tell you "I don't know"
But inside, I want to yell

First I was the black sheep
And then took long to marry
And now I just ain't good enough
Till a little one I carry

It's G-d who makes decisions
And Gran, what can I do?
Will there ever be a time
When I'm good enough for you?

Job Again

So...
I'm officially leaving my job. Just told the boss yesterday. The hours just became to stressful for me.
Here's to new beginnings!
:)

Jobs...

Need your input here.
I'm deciding whether I should just start my own business (kind of a conglomeration of two jobs) or keep up the search for a job working for someone else.
Pros and cons, people?

Downturn

The economy's failing, and so is the company I work for.
:(
They're not saying anything yet, but they're majorly cutting costs, and I have a funny feeling that I'll be given the sack soon.

While I was thinking of leaving anyway, I need to decide on a new job. Right now, it seems that there's not much available in the field I'm in, unless I branch out on my own. (which means trying to get clients in a bad economy = no go)

If any of you know of any good jobs around Lakewood, please let me know!

Before Dawn

Just wrote a new song...
Still playing with the tune.
Feels good. Haven't written one in a while.
:)

It's so black outside before dawn
It's so dark outside while I'm waiting for morning
The stars are asleep
And the sun hasn't yet awakened
And it feels like the cold will not desist

Yet tomorrow, the sun will shine
As it shined yesterday
And tomorrow, I'll be coddled by its rays
Yes tomorrow, the sun will shine
Heralding the new day
Tomorrow will be a better day.

As I peer outside, I see hope
As I look outside, I know I'm only coping
Now the world is washed in silver
But soon, it'll bathe in gold
As the sun releases morning's kiss

Tomorrow, the sun will shine...

I am

I am an ant
In the dust
Scurrying about
Collecting
Scavenging
Piling at times.
Always watching out for the
Big Shoe.

I am a bee
In the air
Flying about
Collecting
Concocting
Stinging at times
Always watching out for the
Big Hand.

I am an earthworm
Underground
Sliding about
Squirming
Softening
Slimy at times
Always watching out for the
Big Bird.

I am me...