I used to think I knew it all
What the world was all about
And I screamed, I couldn't stand it all
Only no one heard my shout

I used to think I knew it all
What was hidden inside you
And I spoke to just an empty wall
Because you could see right through

I used to think I knew it all
Where the deepest depths are found
And I cried about a thousand tears
But no one was around

I used to think I knew it all
Until you came along
And now I'm learning every day
While you just prove me wrong.

And... I'm back!

Hey, y'all.
I doubt anyone still checks this blog. It's been a looooong time. So much has happened.
I have the most adorable, precocious set of 4 year old twin boys; I moved out of Lakewood (finally!) down to Florida; took up photography; still designing and cooking, but no longer much involved with teenagers (though I do hope to get back into things once I acclimate to my surroundings); and my writing has gone completely down the tubes.
Which is why I beg of you to bear with me as I try to put pen to paper (or rather, finger to keys)
See ya soon!

Going... going... gone!

Hey everyone!
If you're still out there...

I know I haven't been a regular for the past year and a half, and I'm afraid it ain't getting any better. I'm going to have to give up writing and commenting on blogs for now.
I'll still be around though, lurking in the shadows. And I am available via e-mail. And for those of you who know me, via the telephone.
I just can't afford to have my name out there on the web anymore.
It's been wonderful, though. And I'm still reading all your stuff!
:)

Good Enough?

I call you every morning
And we chat for a short while
But then you start questioning
Turning down my smile

And you ask me if I'll ever
Have some good news to tell
And I gently tell you "I don't know"
But inside, I want to yell

First I was the black sheep
And then took long to marry
And now I just ain't good enough
Till a little one I carry

It's G-d who makes decisions
And Gran, what can I do?
Will there ever be a time
When I'm good enough for you?

Job Again

So...
I'm officially leaving my job. Just told the boss yesterday. The hours just became to stressful for me.
Here's to new beginnings!
:)

Jobs...

Need your input here.
I'm deciding whether I should just start my own business (kind of a conglomeration of two jobs) or keep up the search for a job working for someone else.
Pros and cons, people?

Downturn

The economy's failing, and so is the company I work for.
:(
They're not saying anything yet, but they're majorly cutting costs, and I have a funny feeling that I'll be given the sack soon.

While I was thinking of leaving anyway, I need to decide on a new job. Right now, it seems that there's not much available in the field I'm in, unless I branch out on my own. (which means trying to get clients in a bad economy = no go)

If any of you know of any good jobs around Lakewood, please let me know!